I’m an expert at having imaginary arguments with people who’ve pissed me off in my head. As you can imagine, it doesn’t really do anyone much good as a) the person in question won’t ever know they pissed me off, whereas, b) I find myself increasingly angry to the point where I could actually explode.
My feelings about others can completely ruin my mood and, it’s not fair on me nor the subject of my irritation.
I’ve always wanted to be more forgiving and I try… But, the bottom line is, I’m like an elephant – I NEVER FORGET! Which makes it all rather difficult. Especially seeing as I don’ t want to be the kind of person who holds grudges. It’s going to be an eternal struggle, but I am determined to master the art of 100% forgiveness.